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Love is not an easy feeling to put into words. Sometimes these things just happen, and I really cannot do anything to help it. I see you in school, and my heart beats so damn wildly for you. My heart tightens so much, too much, and at the end of the day, there's only a hole in my heart that only you can fill.
I wish I could convince you we could make us work. But almost everything I want to say to you is in the letter I gave, and right now, it's up to you. I kept to my promise - I fought for you when things got so difficult, and now there's nothing left for me to do but hope for the best. Ultimately, it's up to you because you know that I would want you back in a heartbeat. I know that you need time and space, so take all you need my dear, because I would always be here waiting for you.
My friends are divided into two. One group tells me to be patient, give you time, if it's meant to be, it's meant to be. The other group tells me you don't deserve me; that there are better guys out there for me. You have no idea how much I want to whack this certain group of people. And I swear, the next person who comes up to tell me about these non-existent "better guys", I will slap them. Because I do believe that you will always be the best, that nothing or no one can ever top you.
We were so good together. You truly made me a better person. And I know you're going through tough times right now, and there's nothing I'd rather do but to be there in your arms; to be there for you whenever you need me.
So right now, I would go with the flow. I will continue hoping for the best, and as much as it hurts me, I will wait for you.
I love you so much more than you can imagine.
You're a part time eater and a full time friend
Pretty boy Parrish is your latest man
I can't imagine studying Geog, with anyone else but you
You're turning seventeen in a couple of minutes
Remember we were one of the first who started with tweets?
I can't imagine fangirling with anyone else but you
You have the most crushes than anyone I know
But it's okay, that's just how you roll
I can't imagine being late with anyone else but you
Remember the years when we used to take trains
I'd make you laugh and you'd say I'm lame
I can't imagine being weird with anyone else but you
We used to eat chicken when we were sec four
Your facial expressions make me wanna roll on the floor
I can't imagine youtubing with anyone else but you
In this last verse that I'd be singing
I wish your birthday would be a-swinging
I can't imagine writing songs for anyone else but you
Du du du du du du du...
HAPPY 7TEENTH BIRTHDAY AINSLEE ASOKAN! I hope you enjoyed the song teehee ^^
Anyway have a happy happy happy supercalifragilisticexpiallidocious birthday whooooooo w00t w00t! :D Haha okay that was random. Study hard for Econs!!!! And the rest of the papers...
School is... school. Normal stuff, lectures tutorials, eyecandy here there everywhere (I'm just kidding SA has no hot guys. Except for PSG yum). The drink stall auntie left and according to Ng Han the fruit stall took over the centre stall! Yeah yeah yeah, they're gonna have more space to make my Apple Lychee ^^
Vague stuff that I vaguely remember:
1. Malay & GP common tests, a big hahaha-I-just-screwed-it-up. Okay just have to work harder for the remaining papers, stop going out too much in the holidays!! Ainslee claims I have a social life, but srsly, I'm just meeting the same people over + over again! Hahaha.
2. Zhihui's birthday lunch thingum. The class met him at MRT, had lunch at Banquet and had Bakerzin cake (50% off! Cheap thrills!). Afterwards walked ard with Cindy who dragged me everywhere, until I insisted we go to Starbucks to meet Ainslee + Nadiah + Dewi. Ng Han & Zhihui joined soonafter and accompanied them while they waited for their movie.
3. Bee Leng's birthday surprise. We studied for a bit, and I insisted that we go to Cindy's house cause I needed to pee. And then we switched on the TV & distracted her while the others got ready at Swensens. It was a good surprise I think! Chin Tau came, wow. Stupid waiter, stupid service.
4. Hockey finals? Long time ago. Supported Nat + Bala.
5. Donuts as farewell for Mrs Ho, who thanked me for getting the donuts. Haha. Oh right, her 1.5 hour GP lesson turned into a 25 minute lesson, and none of us were paying attention (I think). Twin and I were having a HTHT, awesome :) Cindy was reading FML.
6. Lunch at SAS after MT CT! Cheap + good food, the malay auntie gave me so much! Rock on \m/
7. iPod-swapping with Ainslee Bee Leng Cindy. (Y)
8. HIGH SCORE FOR BEJEWELED!!! Various replies: Cindy - I'm gonna beat you!!! Ng Han - Okay I'm gonna pretend I actually care. Neville - Well done! (Sarcastic)
9. Gooon & Little brudder turned 17 on 3rd June! :D Was supposed to go to brudder's house, but didn't in the end :( We always don't get to do stuff with one another on our birthdays :(
10. Met up with various people, finally caught up with them <3
11. Pimple on forehead, very painful.
12. PW meetings - here, there, everywhere. Let me know if you guys wanna do our survey. -.-
(the list goes on)
Very shagged, there's guitar tomorrow from 8 to 12, wanna die plz. At least I'm not going on Tues & Weds. But Lionel's not coming tomorrow! He's coming on tues & weds. :/ Means I won't see him for the entire holidays!
Revisions are going nowhere, I need to focus. Study group with beeleng herbin ng han/dates with bee leng! Buck up buck up buck up, I got another E for Econs, but I was 2nd (with Ainslee) in class. So yes, that's how terrible we are are are :(
Hannah Montana on Weds, PW + Class outing on Thurs, zoo with mummy on Fri (?! Anyone wants to come along?!?!). Next week would be S1 chalet + catching up with Sab I think. And probably more of PW. When is the secretary outing? :D
Econs tutorial today...
Mr Chua: Neville, explain what is barriers to entry
Neville: Hmmmm... Barriers to entry... You know when you go into carpark, you see the barrier?
Whole class laughs
Neville to Sam: Eh what's BTE!!!
Sam: It's something that prevents...
Mr Chua: Neville?
Neville: Oh right. Yeah the carpark right, you put your cash card in the thingy... Yeah that's barrier to entry.
Neville for the ultimate win!! We LOL'd so hard haha. Hmm I'm finally done with PI, submission due tomorrow! I'm kinda happy about my end result, I think it's better than my previous drafts!!! Yayyyyy. Haha and my PW group rocks. Tiodang, Ng Han, Neville (HAHA), Kareena! Awesome possummmmm I hope we get A yknow!! :D
Went to Tekong yesterday, t'was fun! NS so fun so fun so fun haha.
Okay am gonna drink peach teaaaaaaa play hell's kitchen and go to sleep :)
Life has really been difficult lately, so I would appreciate it if you all would make it easier for me. All I want to do now is just grow up/stop time.
On a brighter side, I absolutely love going to school. I love school, with the exception of tutorials, seriously. And lousy teachers who can't write for nuts. (Rolls eyes) I love Guitar, I love 09S25, I love.... the Malay food :D
We had guitar camp one week ago and t'was awesome, I miss it a lot!!! Go to my Xanga to read more about it!!
Hahaha what was left of Slash at the end on Sunday :D
School's fun everyday cause of friends and all the stupid lame jokes we always make. I love SA :D
09S25's guitarists :D I love S25, seriously!!! We are teh best class evaaaazzzz~
My masterpiece at Mc's today :D Potong Pasir Mc's very cool, got midnight offer!! :D Too bad I won't be in school...
Jing Kai!!! I do not look like him, and he doesn't look like me!!! Everyone says we look exactly the same, except for the eyes, and Kane even said this picture made him laugh like shit. Why!!! I don't think he looks like me lor!
Anyway I have formed a club in Guitar and we're called the EnthuClappersClub aka ECC!!! We are a group of awesome people who love to clap! Hehehe. Lionel Jethro Dominic and I are the founding members. And Cheryl joined us!! Ainslee please don't withdraw your membership, JOIN US!!! ECC rocks ttm!!! HAHAHA. Lionel's super funny hohohohohoho.... And Jethro needs to stop calling me Narnia grawr -.-
And omg Samuel and gang totally made fun of me cause I named my guitar Sammy??? What kind of OG mates are they.... Hahaha. After I told them about Sammy they started naming their guitars. And Jethro went, "who the hell names their guitars?" ME ME ME :D